haha for the first time in a long time, i'm actually stressed tonight. was so grumpy the whole day, my family was woah around me haha. must be the message i got in the morning (aieesh, the woes of waking up to a bad sms that requires you to think a lot more), my reply (i had so much more to say, but i just couldn't. too much, too cruel, too harsh) and the subsequent after worry of thought of what i said. must be the responsibilities of tomorrow, one at jurong, one at kembangan (and the long bus rides that come with it). must be the number of things that are actually going to happen over the week (i need to write all that down). must be the fact that a level results are probably coming out soon.

i'm tired, i'm short. i need to talk to someone, but there's too much to say and too little energy. in the meantime, i just heard this song again while watching skating with celebraties. man, i'm such a soap for mushy songs.

I'll Be by Edwin McCain

The strands in your eyes that color them wonderful
Stop me and steal my breath
And emeralds from mountains thrust towards the sky
Never revealing their depth
And tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

And I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And rain falls angry on the tin roof
As we lie awake in my bed
And you're my survival, you're my living proof
My love is alive not dead
And tell me that we belong together
Dress it up with the trappings of love
I'll be captivated
I'll hang from your lips
Instead of the gallows of heartache that hang from above

And I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

And I've been dropped out, burned up, fought my way back from the dead
Tuned in, turned on, remembered the things that you said

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your...

I'll be your crying shoulder
I'll be love suicide
And I'll be better when I'm older
I'll be the greatest fan of your life
I'll be the greatest fan of your life

i think slow soapy songs help with tiredness. anyone has this song to send?