"'for i know the plans i have for you,' declares the Lord, 'plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." - jeremiah 29:11

looking at my a level results, and my job come to think of it, i realise that God has really been so good to me. being called up to stage or getting better than a b average would have been a really nice treat, but God gave me just enough to be contented. not too much, not too little, just enough to get me somewhere. so, i passed econs, i got an a, and i've got my a1 in gp. *punches fist into the air

haha it was funny when i met the band kids after i got my results slip. yingda takes a look at my result slip:

"wah! you got an a in history!"
"huh, what did you say?"
"you got an a in history!"
"huh i did?"
"oi! you don't even know what your results are!"

heheh i just glanced at the slip of paper and saw that there were nice letters on it, so i happily assumed that i got a for lit haha.

and then there's my job. remember i couldn't find anything productive to do prior to the kindie job? my mum was just saying, and thinking about it more, it makes sense. God made me wait until i got the best deal. yes, everything about it makes it so good.

well, that was sort of my sharing that i wanted to do for youth service today. i was supposed to be at youth service and steph's house today, but i felt so terrible after getting back from jurong today (no, not because of bad intonation and cannot play, it's because i have the terrible flu, and everytime i get it, i get it bad), i got home and decided no way was i going to let myself get worse, so i stayed home, crashed out and slept for three and a half hours. i feel a lot better now, phew, so i won't be so stoned tomorrow at least haha.

i think i may just come home, prepare monday's worship, and go sleep some more. sleeping is so much fun haha.

speaking of which, i'm going to sleep some more. man, i have a lot of sleeping to do haha. and this is the perfect song for the occasion.

Death Whispered A Lullaby by Opeth

Out on the road there are fireflies circling
Deep in the woods, where the lost souls hide
Over the hill there are men returning
Trying to find some peace of mind

Sleep my child

Under the fog there are shadows moving
Don't be afraid, hold my hand
Into the dark there are eyelids closing
Buried alive in the shifting sands

Sleep my child

Speak to me now and the world will crumble
Open a door and the moon will fall
All of your life, all your memories
Go to your dreams, forget it all

Sleep my child

okay, yes it's about sleeping, and i felt half dead just now with flu. so ken lim, who introduced this song to me, is just gonna kill me haha for the really bad joke haha. and coupled with the title i came up with / ripped, yes, i feel a bit stupid now. but it's a really nice song, so i shall really go listen to it. nights.