oh man, i have a weird headache now, and it's probably due to the serious lack of sleep over the past two to three nights. i mean, only three hours on friday night because i couldn't sleep (i really tried, i really did) and then about five hours last night, which was absolutely not enough to make up for the loss the previous night.

but oh man, did i have the best two days ever in a very long time. i'm so tired, but i feel so alive and... fulfilled, acheived.

well, yesterday was just, yesterday. haha just go read, i shan't repeat myself.

and today... i love my s4g already! haha oh well, only time will tell if i can keep the energy up. i'm honestly quite scared that i can't! but it was fun: lame games, getting to know each other and all. yes, only time will tell (:

after that was good time with the girls at city hall, which is slowly turning into my favourite hangout for being in the middle of the mrt line (mrt prices, you see, the trouble of no concession). good food, good fun, good ice cream later, good nonsense haha. can't wait for the next birthday hangout, time is passing too fast for my liking, and soon, who knows where the four of us will be after this year, it's hard to tell. and we've been buds for what, five years? looking out for each other and growing up together, physically and spiritually. love you girls one and all, rach, janna, steph.

but these two days have been like a vast experience of appreciating my friends and reconnecting with them (acband, i've left you guys for too long). and i really thank God for these strange and wonderful people in my life, right down to the shui gua club haha.

and with music added into the mix, plus God in the picture, i really couldn't ask for more. i really love my music, and i think nothing could really take it away. i'll go back to my piano when i finally have to put my french horn down (touchwood). and if my piano disappears (touchwood), i'll just erm be a bathroom singer i guess haha. and i can't wait to start teaching piano. and if that thing that matt (my recruiting agency haha) is asking for comes true, it will really be about serving God. all the things that i wanted to put my efforts into but never had the time.

that's it. teaching band, teaching piano, teaching s4g. i can see life coming back at me. in teaching, so much more is taught to me in return. to appreciate what you have and work for what you don't but want. to love your first love and don't just give up so easily. to see that when you give so much, God's going to return in measure, shaken and pressed down.

i'm going to do more. watch out world, the roof is providing more shelter, as far as she can reach.

these two days have been two days full of music, band, God and friends. as fye always says, i like haha.

happy girl, so full of love now, i hope it lasts.